It's Been A While

I know I have not been on lately, but that's due to lack of Internet. This have been difficult around here in ways that I just cannot explain. I seriously need to win about 5000 dollars off the lottery. So much I want to get done and need to get done and bills to catch up on.  Let's make that 10000 so that I can go on vacation as well. I want my kids to see the ocean and I want to take them alot of cool places as summer is about over. We haven't had the money to do anything.  I want to be able to get the pool up and running and it don't look like we are going to be able to do that without professional help. Anyway, my issues have been acting up lately. Due to a recent incident at the house I have found myself wanting more and more to do something crazy, but I am holding strong. Anyway that is all for now. I will post more tomorrow as I do have something I would like to share. Until then, be safe, take care, and know that there is someone out here who can identify with what you are feeling and experiencing.